Our first movie date

Bei, this was our first movie date... I was afraid you will shy blame me to choose sit together with you. But was very happy that i could sit together with you. This was our first movie date. Bei , in futher i will owes watch movie with you. This also a part of my dream that i could be do together with you. Bei, i love you. I will take care of you, accompany you forever ever... My wife, i love you forever... I will held this as my promise, i will take care of you... I love you bao bei... 

Miss my bei

Yesterday night was together with my bei and my brother and ahsoh.. Was meet up at bukit batok chit chat... Talk talk then was quite late liao about 4 plus... Haha... When i ask bro to go smoke.. She was talkingto ah soh.. Guess they all know about us... Haha... I love you bei.. You make me was so happy... Its like you had told about us... Haha... Reach home around 4 plus and sleep around 4.45am... Which you already sleep i think so i went to sleep as well.. Wake up around 9am..was shag to work.. But i already miss you.. When reach work, i was keep told xiao dan... Bao bei bao bei...  Night time they was plan to go mac d... The uninvited people was come.. Haha... End up xiao dan was arrange me sit infont of you.. Then end up... Hahaha... Was funny... Bao bei... 4days going quite long for me... I miss youu bei... Must contact me yah bei... I miss you..

Mothers dayyy

Today was waking up around 2.30pm.. Prepare myself to go work and reach outlet around 3.30pm... Just nice you going to smoke at same timming.. Haha.. I can see it was very busy for the day... Gave you a hug... Hope it could make you feel batter... I miss you also... Tonight was quite smooth operation.. Then i said it was because have me... Haha... After work was having supper at mac d... Hahaha... Reach home around 1plus... And now going to sleep... Im tired liao... And i miss you... Love you

Sky was dark but i twill change one day..

Today my day was black.. Its just like blank in my life... After your text, i cant sleep... I understand how difficult you are.. But i will never give up.. Putting in my heart for all this... I never feel angry when told me that... Im just angry to myself im not doing well... I miss you... Seriously ... Im getting use to when ever i go i will keep you inform and its same goes to you. But today was totally blank... Im really don get used to... But i cant stop myself to letting you know what im doing... Im just afraid that you are feeling im anyoing.. Will you? I wanna drag her out of the hell... I will not give up... Cause i really really cheerish this .. Today working like a empty soulz.. Treating guest like a kind.. But i really csnt be myself when this is happen to myself... Don matter what you text it i know its hurt. But you just keep thinking for me and dont want me to feel hurt... Endurance its the only solution .. And i never felt bad or what... Cause im the one who choose for it.. And set it you will be the only one... I believe with my pray one day you will be safe.. Ohh yah, today tot of our vip will come.. I had iron my pants... Haha.. But never come.. But the lunch reservation wAs mess up actually... We know the name but donno the prtson.. Do you all expect us to shout it out from front to the end just asking for the food is who having it?? End up with thr bussyness around 3plus.. Going to smoke and texting you.. Guess you already wake up. But i just dont understand only... End up 6 plus he came to outlet... Awhh.. Wtf... Come for what... Was talking to tiara for one hour.. Pretty tired for today that without any news from you... I really very miss you... 

Yes please

Having supper with u after your work. Was feel that you are too stress and tired. You had eat tomato pasta with chilli n i eat aglio olio. U had order oyster omelete yo.. Haha... I like to eat that also.. After awhile we had finish food and talk cock. You haf told your some of your story..when tell u that time i was almost drop my tears.. Lol.. Feel so shame.. Haahaa.. Then when you told me, i cant control my feeling.. I told you to be my wife.. Guess you are shock and tot im just play with u. Actually its in my heart so long just that i dont dare to tell you. Scared you will ignore me and dont care me anymore. Dear, i will wait for that day... Really cant wait ... To bring u happiness and forever.. Love yea..

Walking thourgh breakdown

Today breakfast was totally not busy... Haha.. I still got time to finish my work.. Heehee.. Im just worry about you. You talk to me through talkbox but when meet that time you dint voice it out at all... You feel other was make you difficult.. I guess i should leave asap... Im the main reason to make you suffer all this.. How i gonna solve this issue.. Hope i can found a new job asap. In the same working environment i was like it and happy.. But one thing is you need to suffer then i dont want it.. Now was reach hippo liao.. Reach marina square earlier then usual. I guess i should not stay at outlet.. It may cause you been talk by other again.. Saw the way you smoke are scary.. Should i just leave right now?! Immediately... But i cant go any where... If disapear you sure will come my house to find me. But i wont, cause i had promise if you allowed me tp hold your hand to walk through this difficult life. I wont let u walk alone.. You are my wife of the life.. Not other else... Shall meet you tonight... Miss you dear.. Listening to 我不是你想像的那么勇敢. This song its start to be very meaningful to me.. Thanks dear

Raining

Goshh, outlet was power trip again... You had called me i tot wat was happening.. Today wake up eye was red condition. Wondering how i gonna wear lens to work. Decided to wear my spec to work today. Feel so awkward today when wear spec. Chef was look at me one kind.. Lol.. After arrange the cake around 9am in the morning was raining.. Feel so cold and jm start to missing you liao.. Dear, im missing you ler.. How wish i can owes be at your side just to take care of you. Anw after work today was meeting u and wendy they all.. I hope tonight was not so tired .. Hopefully ... today i had search about why will have nightmare that you had. actually that was not because you did somethig wrong. its just maybe you are stress in work or you been harras by someone mentally or physically .. so dear dont worry too much yeah... love you dear

Having breakfast today at kfc with my love one and her god sister. After breakfast she went to work then myself drinking coffee at coffee shop. Today start work at 1-9pm. Power trip several time due to kitchen chiller was splash by water when they are cleaning kitchen area. The our boss stay back for awhile to help see the switch. End up asked kitchen to switch off all of their undercounter chiller. Coz that will be the main reason for trip. Service was smooth in the first place then sudently lots of guest comming in when around 3.50pm.. Ghoshh... You just go for your break for 15mins. Somemore there is no food and rice for you liao. You only ate egg with rice. But u asked kitchen to prepare chicken bake rice for me. Feel so touch but when half way through wh was came. Then while waiting my rice to cold down i go to receive the stock first. We went to smoke around 5.15pm after settle down the wh. Night was quite smooth and having late crowds. Wa finish work at 9pm today . Tot of helping you all to do cool rewards and cake. But end up i donno why you was so angry.. Don wan talk to me at all.. I just wanted to help. Dont matter whos shift i also will help. But u had ask me to dont do i dint realise. So u getting angry.. Later people will say bout us again. Im sorry i dont mean to make you angry.. Anw just wan to tell you.. I love you dear.. Take care..

Sleepless night

Another night that I'm cant have a good rest. Keep on thinking of all what just happen. Had not receive your msg at all since yesterday.. I donno what should i do next. Just hope that one day you can walk away from the devil hands. Dear, you are too kind. Dont matter what i explain it will be still the same. I just owes pray for it. Hope that everything will solve. I dont want anything from you. I just wan to give u the happiness .. That will be the only wish i have. Like i promise to you and your family same like to god. Please ... Let her go please devil. You are just a fucking bitch...

24/4/13

5-11 for the day.. Feel tired when going to work.. Around 4plus you was at outlet with that one and sf. Came here coz sf was talking to sir travin. Once i go to front i saw that shit.. Then i dint go approach you. Actually im looking at you.. I miss you .. Its just been awhile. Working like a zombie today.. I had enough sleep of 6 hours should not a problem for me to survive. I just dont understand why myself will so tired.. Today was quite busy .. Lunch and dinner danm busy... But still mannage to handle the dinner crowd.. Going home early today .. 11.pm get out from the restaurant liao.. Im really just not get use to it. Today after i wake up totally never receive your msg at all.. Wondering what are you doing.. So i just wait for your msg for today.. May god bless you, let u have a peaceful rest ... And same goes to myself.. I wont give up cause i believe what im doing its right..