thanks... god bless u may get well soon

you are sick . make me very worry but i cannot do anythung.. later boss willsay what n what. im just able to keep my mouth shut n look at you. today was asking u to go back. but you just don wan. told me that im iff shift on 3pm later people will anyhow say. but for me dont matter how it is i will ask u back then i stay fpr the shift. so people will not anyhow think.. wait for you to end shift early , then im end up when to city viber to play dota for one hour. maybe just only get used to play with my own mouse and keyboard with setting up one. after your duty around 5.45pm. recieve a msg from you that asked am i still wait for you? ofcoz i am , as promise i will wait for you don matter in what way. this time im serious in all the thing. don matter is chase u or what. im putting on my sincere heart. then you told me that to be your bf will very difficult. but im prepared.. im just play boy in ur mind maybe. but i will prove that im not ... its like a grandmother story already bah... been so long liao. have a nice chat with u . hope can getknow u more... coz im really love you... im otw home now.. hehe... to me now its worth it to do every single thing... same to future as well....

Life?

Shift alone for night today .... its was freaking tired .... its seems like i bad mood. but actually im not ... just feeling that i was alone ... get use to team with her.. but this few day she was not same shift with me. anw was quite busy for today dinner. but manage to run coz jian hua comming back to help up. 

end up get ur msg told me that u sick.. i was worry .. tot wanna buy some food for you to eat , but too bad ... the fucker come down to do clear chock ... sian ttm.... finish around 11.30pm.. how to go...

after reach home ... playing with my dumbell ... feel that im not that fat liao ler ... slightly abit slim down i guess.. but hard also loh.. the fat at my tummy hard to disapear.... grrr ....

will jia you more de .. haha... don wan u all call me fatty.... xD!!

good night buddy ...~~

thing go smoth ....

working 12-11pm today. was not busy , lunch time slightly abit busy when lunch time .
Working with her and sir travin. talk cock again.. hahass... Sudently there is a "Special" guest who asking the funny funny thing. Steak with Medium Well Done. LOL!!... very rare guest will ask like tat way. thats why she not confirm lorh. i just helping her. End up she manja with me... haha.. make me worry so much ...
She was say miss my smell ... hahass... make me feel so happy.. i would take time to wait. to prove that ... everything will go smooth....!! Jia you ...!!

NoN!!

attending Noys wedding today... Congratzz... Saw Noy sister but cant remember who is she until she call us to take photo.. haha... look so familiar but forgoten...  Sudently in mind think of "Black Theme" for weeding. It should be cool if really happen. Hope on my wedding day will be like tat.
Just nice reach outlet about 3pm. First thing hand over safe... saw the danm mix coin inside... direct no mood ler.. bringing the mix coin to cashier area to arrange. when she open the cash register , inside there is few more packet of mix coin... see ler im totally speechless..!!!! she helping to pack the coin while im taking care of the floor. Not reall busy but people was Missing In Action!! Run like helllllll..... they going for break time , im going for 2nd break. she eat only less then 30 mins then come out liao. after i go for break when settle everything. eat ler come out help them to settle 5pm report. then smoke.... back at work around 5.20pm. was not busy also .. buuu .... having fried rice for early dinner. Cause was saw auntie cooking ... heeeheee....
work like usual , talk cock . LOL!! when reach outlet... li xia greet me , "sir , u come liao ar?" i replied her havent come lah .... da yi mah have not come find me yet!! LOL!!! then they all keep saying that what im done to her and she like slightly fall in love with me ... Zzzzz..... wrong channel? the way i talk to staff was diffrent ... no means no.... people might think im bad or fierce I dont mind!! and dont bother to.
9plus bro and ah soh come look for vwenise , now they like vwenise good friend liao.. haha... after offduty having small talk at coffee shop and im smoking . tooooo tired liao lah.. then said too tired till now ar? few days liao ler.. -.-!! when the time rushing for train her ez-link card was missing. haha.. lend her mine but inside the card was no more money liao. that time BOSS use finish ler.... going home together , means till jurong east. cant send her liao cause already no more train service..
on the way home with tiredness and shaggg..... time to sleep??

P/s Lets time to prove whatever it is....

Vodka

having fun with my collegue ... drinking vodka. before vodka finsih , two person down and one person leave earlier. haha ....
i still continue keep on drinking and chit chat with jian hua.
reach home around 4pm but nt sleeping... sleeping in the morning 8am till 2.30 then wake up. proceed to iron my shirt before heading work.
by tge time i reach around around 4.15pm. having my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner at outlet. dont feel like eating much cause im already fat uhhh....later people said im fat again.. grrr.... today was quite busy , but manage to run the floor. lucky there is xiao dan and lixia help me take care floor.
clossing time was fast cause its me mah ... while clossing chat with her. shw just wake up... drunk luhh... haha... keep on disturb her....
now dragging myself home. im so tired and need to charge liao.. why im so tired? hmmm....
look at myself from mirror felt that im old............. shit......
love was so amazing.... :)

sad or happy? i donno

Morning shift for the day.
lots of things happen. just because of the juice ordering , been screw upside down by her. i actually just wanted to tell her what is the way. but end up maybe i was to harss on her. Just like what she said, if i don care u i wont scold u.
My fren was visiting at outlet. coz she said miss eating choc fondue . i told her just come loh , i will just accompany her only and not eating with her. boss was so angry because of the guys was around the outlet.Im not really wan to eat with her. just tot to keep her accompany coz she don wan to be alone. then she come and told be about all the mattet. i just walk away vause its just my fault maybe sir dint get what i mean. was apologise to my friend about the incident happen. lucky she was good , dint get mad just coz me leaving her alone. i feel bad , and outsite was raining also. having KOI while waiting for ah chiang and ah soh to arrive. then we having pasta box. quite nice but small portion n it just suit the value of it. after having meal , walk around with thrm at clementi mall cause she wanted to see mini ipad. its only available at best denki. was quite for sometime to see the ipad. its quite light but still don have 3g version. only run thru wifi only.
Bavk to outlet about nine fifteen, boss leave already. then she told me that sir frankie was at outlet just now. lucky was u told me that , or else sure kena fuck upside down by him. i guess he really dont like me sial. when i leave that timehe just come to outlet. maybe he just dont like me to go vivo also. cause i cant help anything. and he wan she to go. hmm... really donno what the fuck he want sial. if we are in loce he sure bring out this topic gp chase one of us go.
waiting for her to off duty , bro teaching and share with me about the HTML thingy. i love to learn that, maybe i just too tired to really focus on it. Its not easy okay.... when she off duty she walk to the coffee shop that we wait for her. she look tired and i sudently speechless and donno what to say. she just like talking bad about me to ah soh. actually i don mind that. cause im really that sucky person. But in the end , she said about the bank gal. Just because i see outlet only left with ten dollar of five cent so i change twenty dollar with the bank. cause they got alot of fove cent so i help them clear loh.. then kena said im because of gal then change money.
im only will care what u think about me. other then that im fine with it. am i still a playboy in ur mind now? im wondering

Who you are Who i am?

Today was a tired day ever. Not Busy but there is lots of laughing and smiling with my boss. LOL!!!..
Thanks to suk fung join us when we are having our break time. Vwenise after work at 3pm still help me on shift till around 4pm. appreciate alot from her help. Lovely to see when she was around. Anw today her shift until 3only. how wish the schedule given was same shift with her all a long. Being duty together with her was fun. There is lots of Joy , Happiness and Sadness. Cause sometime she might will always ignore me. Maybe im just Donno that WHO I AM!! Anw , i could be her friend only in her mindset. BUT nothing can stop me for being love with her, She gave me the very strong feeling to just wanted to be with her. i Shall wait to just win her heart. Never ask for much thing. Just wish to be with her. Heard that Boss Called again to ask about the transfering matter. Don matter how its it. I still will hold this chance or the left over day to stay with her. Tomorrow im on morning shift. just hope the time could pause and let me see longer.
anw Who I AM? who you are?

Good night...

好想好想。。

失败的我还是没有改变。。

今天好累好累。。11AM- 11PM。。刚从我的假期回来。。好不想要开工哦。。但是却很想见你。。但是今天我做的一个你不喜欢的决定。。 当我在Office的时候， 老板用Office的电话打给了Sir F。 Sir 又问起我很不想听的问题。。就死死要我们一个人走。。不走不行吗?  我都习惯有你在的日子了啦。。没你的日子有点难过。。我只想看到你那开心的笑容。今天当我们吃饭时，你都是为了他们才发脾气。 但是我没怪你。我只是不喜欢人家在餐桌上发脾气。。可能就是我的习惯吧。。从脸书刊到，今天原来是告白日哦。我就对你说了但是你就不理我。我想走不是因为我可以得到设么好处。我只想让你好好的留下来帮老板而已。但是你生气是因为不想看到我又被一次又一次的调走咯。我觉得蛮感动的。可能你只是把我当作是你的朋友而已。但对我而言就已近足够了。
我对你的感觉一天比一天深的好多。我觉得你都是把握当作一个好朋友而已。但是我还是会加油的。不管我去到哪里，我都会好想好想你的。
当我走了，我就会让你看看我的Blog。我也不知道为设么我想让你看。我的Blog都是写下我发生过的事件。想起明天我不会跟你一起做工就累了啦。。为设么？？？？

P/S 好想好想，好想好想。好想好想和你在一起。。不管走到天涯海角。我都不会放弃。！！
加油！！

Back!!~~

Time pass was extreamly fast. Been so long dint write on blog already.

This time, was realize i was fall in love with someone. 

Someone that i know her quite sometime but there is no feeling. Sudently the feeling was back. Try to treat her in good way , but maybe i make her afraid. The fact that actually she got no feeling with me.

But anw . will try to win her heart..

Will jealous when see she was good with other. But im always control my feeling. Maybe she just friendly around and im NOTHING to her. 

Arrrr..... What should i do?